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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

wahh. i am eating mooncake nowww. =)) bing pi oneee. yummm. ahahas. recently i haf been binging on food?! which iss baddd. =\ duno wads wrong wif me. maybeee. haaa. another puberty?!but todae exercise quite alot. haa. went to play bball. at my house here de larhs. near community. i anihow go neighbourhood exxplore. den found the court and the main point is cos there is no pple. so i played. for awhile. den got this guy come and kajiao me! wah liaos. i hate it when pple disturb me. i very much wanted to be alonee.!!! sickening. fine. den his friends came. den i let them play. and ish MY BALL cann. freakss. but haa. they onli get to play awhile. cos i am anitsocial de. wahahahs. so i left. and took back my ball! yays. :) ohh. they had the audacity to ask for my no. i think jus for the sake for asking bahhh. finee. but still. it turns me offf!!! bahhh. am i sounding mean?! okayy. i shant be liddattt. yays~ oh den i came back and put my stufff. and went jogging!! yay. jog for abt 20min. tired ler came homeee. and slack. orite. dad jus came in and gave me chinese tea. haaa. so mooncake festival mood. haaaz. nothing much ler la. jus tt todae was so funny in the hall. ahahz. cos we were hafing ss lecture. denn the firealarm sounded. andd we were making a lot of noise. den mrs lim kc. she saeee. wadd mus listen to where ish the fire. and we hear. canteeen. and we all diao. haaaz. cos we are in mph. haaaz. den two staircase cant use lerrr. haaz. diao. stupid. orite. and todae is a demoralising daeee. went thru geog and ss. and i think i wont get my aaaaa. :( hmrf. and bio. and haiya. dunno larhs. tml will get back results. i duno how will i fared larhs. sickening dee. nan guo leh. oh did i mention tt. nowadaes. i sleep very latee. sleep onli when i am realli realli very tired. and i kept myselfbusy watching tv. oh wells. yahh. jus i very scare that i cant get into sleep?! i hate that feelin mans. when u toss and turn. and ur mind kept running thru things that u haf done in the past. i hate it. i hate the past. orite. hate is such a strong word. maybe i am jus afraid to think abt the past in case i cant control my emotions.? i tink i am crappin. sick. i am thinking weirdly nowadaes. serious. i am not jokinggg. i am thinking of who to share this weird thoughts with. v scare will go mad one daee. haas.

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